I had some ups and downs lately. I didn’t know what to do with myself. I don’t know if it was depression but it was just constant lows after lows after lows. I went to see my GP and she found out that I had a severe iron deficiency. And add in the mixture 6 months of winter and that I’m slavic and that we’re melancholic people by nature and there you have how I feel.
Since October I’ve been like a plant. Sitting in my apartment all days watching months go by. The only reason why I even woke up from my bed was to take Fortuna for a walk or go for a run. Even exercising didn’t lift my spirits.
It sort of sickens me that I’m even writing this and feel that way. I have everything. I’m successful at University, my family is healthy and loving, my friends are there for me but I still feel like I’m slowly sinking down. I can’t describe this. I’m not happy.
I love winter, it’s my favourite season, but this year I’m looking forward for sun, spring and changes.