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Hi, my name's N and I come from Europe. I study Comparative literature and Literary theory at Faculty of Arts (Master's Degree program) and I also study architecture at Faculty of Architecture (third year). When I'm not busy with work for University I love to take photos, cook and enjoy in little things that everyday life brings. My 'diet' consists of design, architecture, literature, movies, fashion and experimental DIYs. This visual diary is a mélange of things I find inspiring and aesthetically pleasing, other than that, this tumblr's existence has no higher purpose... Thank you for stopping by! :)

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February 15, 2013
in winter personal
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it’s that I’ll either do something with my life or become one of the million people that just exist and don’t live.

I had some ups and downs lately. I didn’t know what to do with myself. I don’t know if it was depression but it was just constant lows after lows after lows. I went to see my GP and she found out that I had a severe iron deficiency. And add in the mixture 6 months of winter and that I’m slavic and that we’re melancholic people by nature and there you have how I feel.

Since October I’ve been like a plant. Sitting in my apartment all days watching months go by. The only reason why I even woke up from my bed was to take Fortuna for a walk or go for a run. Even exercising didn’t lift my spirits.

It sort of sickens me that I’m even writing this and feel that way. I have everything. I’m successful at University, my family is healthy and loving, my friends are there for me but I still feel like I’m slowly sinking down. I can’t describe this. I’m not happy. 

I love winter, it’s my favourite season, but this year I’m looking forward for sun, spring and changes.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fV27JWfkrC8

 

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  1. lartichaut posted this